more judgement...

You know doing this blog is still a bit scary for me. It's a place for me to be as honest with the process of growing as I can. Yet there is still a part of me that holds back. I feel like I can share certain things about myself, but I have to be careful about what I say in regards to how I react to other people, I don't ever what this to be about talking crap. My meditation was about the choice to have a positive attitude which breeds positive experiences. In other words, we attract into our lives that which we expect. If we expect our day to be difficult, full of effort...it will be. I love my friends..they're really more like family for me. So what happens to them feels sometimes like it's happening to me too. I think "what can I do?" I also have been realizing that there is information we hold back from each other. I don't want to do this. If we don't have anyone that we can be our true selves with...well...what's the point. All your life is "acting" and not being authentic. Which is a word we hear a lot about but, are we ever really authentic? Food for thought.