Yay Friday!

I still do feel anxiety from time to time. I always have to check in and ask myself "What is this really about?" and "What am I afraid of?" Then I can get myself back into the moment I am in. I had a great day yesterday spending time with the boys and their cousin and his grandmother. My mom was there as well. We went to the Oakland Zoo. Antonio went on the tiger rollercoaster for the first time. He was really excited. I'm not sure what he thought at first as he was white knuckling it...but after the first pass he seemed to be enjoying it. Though most of the boys were content with going only once. Joaquin wanted to do it again, but no one else did. So, we continued with other rides. Had a nice lunch and checked out some animals and played in the childrens area. Ordered the boys cake too. Nascar. I hope it's not gross. Asked to make some changes with the frosting. We'll see.I just didn't want to stress myself out by trying to make the cake too. I did that last year. Granted I think I made two cakes...the memory is fading. Today I want to get out for a bike ride. Haven't done one all week. My foot has been really hurting for the last couple of days...it's not getting any better. Hinders me from running or even going for a power walk. Sucks really...don't know why it's hurting. Don't remember injuring it.Got to take care of myself.Todays affirmation for me: Rewards will be forthcoming when I am honest. Honest with self...try it. xoxo.